I cry the most in the shower while I'm brushing my teeth. Lights off.
I brush and find myself thinking that if I could just brush away all the things he doesn't like it would make him like me better. Make him want to be with me.
I want to dye my hair back. I want long hair. I want whiter teeth. I want to be skinnier. All for him.
Why do I ALL OF SUDDEN-two months later- feel like this?
I don't want to go through this heartache again.
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i just read all your post back from christmas & they are all so good...you write from your heart & you write WELL. thanks for sharing. and it's okay to cry...sometimes it makes things better...in time. love you kate. sarah
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